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captain-habit:

MISFITS || SCREAM! 

iammissanna asked: 6, 19, 24

6. Oh man there’s a bunch of tattoos I would like.  bat on my neck. Either a cross or bird on my wrist. Maybe a chest tattoo if the chest acne clears up.

19. Both loud and soft music. Either one will suit the mood.

24. Oh my turn on? I suppose there’s a few. Long/dark hair. Eyes. Ability to hold a conversation. Truthfulness. Chub is a bonus. Glasses. A soothing voice.

You can only sign with a jesus friendly ink made by the little orphans.

You can only sign with a jesus friendly ink made by the little orphans.

(Source: ohnojackchick)

It’s another cold and rainy day here. I’m a little happy for it. This kind of weather gives me time to think, however the prospects of painting on the beach are slim. Thankfully there’s a book and an old sketchbook I brought to keep me busy. There’s not much to do around June in Maine. I’ve mostly been sleeping and looking for a job most of my day.
I swear the dream I had was so real I was so tried when I woke up. It’s like a watched a movie and woke up 30 minutes later after trying to sleep after it. It was nothing but jumps of different scenes. One part seemed to be like a sappy love story with a sick twist. A chubby man liked this girl who people hated because she gained weight and had an abortion. They both had blonde hair. The man had a beard and thick framed rectangle glasses. He was with some friends whose faces I cannot recall, but most of them had burnette hair. The it jumps to the girl accidentally falling on top of the guy’s face and he runs away from embarrassment or something. The girl’s a little sad because she thought he ran away out of disgust. He sneaks up behind her and hugs her, does the cliched I always love you line and they both hug. I can’t remember what happened next but it ended with the girl’s body badly beaten, her left arm cut off and strewn away, and her head decapitated and missing. The chubby man it utterly confused and gets a note from a skinny brunette man with an insane hairstyle, white t-shirt, green button jacked, and light blue jeans. The note was read in his voice. The only line I remember is he said he killed the girl and loved the man, he went on to say that they made love. Then the note end and he flies off like peter pan.
Then the dream jumps to a bratty 12 year old doughy boy complaining about old graphics in a game, even though the game is great. A person plays it and shows him how good it is. I can’t remember the rest.
I swear as silly as it was I thought it was either from a movie, or reality. It’s hard to tell what I watched was real or something my subconscious conjured up. For all I know I could still be sleeping and this could be a dream.
hm…

It’s another cold and rainy day here. I’m a little happy for it. This kind of weather gives me time to think, however the prospects of painting on the beach are slim. Thankfully there’s a book and an old sketchbook I brought to keep me busy. There’s not much to do around June in Maine. I’ve mostly been sleeping and looking for a job most of my day.

I swear the dream I had was so real I was so tried when I woke up. It’s like a watched a movie and woke up 30 minutes later after trying to sleep after it. It was nothing but jumps of different scenes. One part seemed to be like a sappy love story with a sick twist. A chubby man liked this girl who people hated because she gained weight and had an abortion. They both had blonde hair. The man had a beard and thick framed rectangle glasses. He was with some friends whose faces I cannot recall, but most of them had burnette hair. The it jumps to the girl accidentally falling on top of the guy’s face and he runs away from embarrassment or something. The girl’s a little sad because she thought he ran away out of disgust. He sneaks up behind her and hugs her, does the cliched I always love you line and they both hug. I can’t remember what happened next but it ended with the girl’s body badly beaten, her left arm cut off and strewn away, and her head decapitated and missing. The chubby man it utterly confused and gets a note from a skinny brunette man with an insane hairstyle, white t-shirt, green button jacked, and light blue jeans. The note was read in his voice. The only line I remember is he said he killed the girl and loved the man, he went on to say that they made love. Then the note end and he flies off like peter pan.

Then the dream jumps to a bratty 12 year old doughy boy complaining about old graphics in a game, even though the game is great. A person plays it and shows him how good it is. I can’t remember the rest.

I swear as silly as it was I thought it was either from a movie, or reality. It’s hard to tell what I watched was real or something my subconscious conjured up. For all I know I could still be sleeping and this could be a dream.

hm…

(Source: forgettheswan)

fyeahcreepyshit:

“Clockwork”

captain-habit:

okay this is cool and freaky and the music’s pretty swanky too

quirkysuyen:

Tim Burton Caketope

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(Source: adiostoreadors)

It’s been nothing but headaches and gagging or the past several weeks. I’ve lost the interest to play video games. I can barely stomach god awful cartoons and other television shows. I look at food and I have no interest in ingesting it. The will to read, write, and draw is slowly being eaten away.
I am starting to feel hollow.
I tremble in fear as my passions are becoming nothing but a chore. I do not want to let this sadness take it away from me. The only thing I find worth living will not be eaten away from me. I refuse.
As I type this everything feels so surreal. I look down the keyboard and feel like I’m fifteen feet away from it even though I’m a mere foot away. Every time I walk it doesn’t feel as if I’m floating instead of using my feet. Everything’s a dizzy mess. It’s getting harder and harder to distinguish reality and dreams. It’s 55 degrees outside in June. I like it. It strangely fits the mood. Though I am on a family vacation with people I care about, I am not happy. They love the beach and Maine, I do not. However they are happy, so I suppose that’s what matters.
I remember telling a close one about how I’ve felt most of my life. They told me to go see someone and not burden them with it. Internalizing these feelings have become a habit. It’s a reservoir of ideas, passions, sorrow, and self hate. You can fill a pail in it and either come up with inspiration, or the dirty water of depression ans suicide.
Like many others I put on a smile and the aura of happiness and carry on. Whenever I get the chance of being alone in a room I cherish it. It’s very peaceful. The solitude gives life. You would think being with others would, but it’s quite the opposite.
The rest of the month is supposed to be chilly. I hope it stays that way. I love the cold weather. As this finishes I ask of you to not feel pity for me. Pity is something that no one should get. It’s a feeling that provides an excuse for people who do not want to help anyone. Rather those who read what I type matters more. No pity, just a moment in your time to read.

It’s been nothing but headaches and gagging or the past several weeks. I’ve lost the interest to play video games. I can barely stomach god awful cartoons and other television shows. I look at food and I have no interest in ingesting it. The will to read, write, and draw is slowly being eaten away.

I am starting to feel hollow.

I tremble in fear as my passions are becoming nothing but a chore. I do not want to let this sadness take it away from me. The only thing I find worth living will not be eaten away from me. I refuse.

As I type this everything feels so surreal. I look down the keyboard and feel like I’m fifteen feet away from it even though I’m a mere foot away. Every time I walk it doesn’t feel as if I’m floating instead of using my feet. Everything’s a dizzy mess. It’s getting harder and harder to distinguish reality and dreams. It’s 55 degrees outside in June. I like it. It strangely fits the mood. Though I am on a family vacation with people I care about, I am not happy. They love the beach and Maine, I do not. However they are happy, so I suppose that’s what matters.

I remember telling a close one about how I’ve felt most of my life. They told me to go see someone and not burden them with it. Internalizing these feelings have become a habit. It’s a reservoir of ideas, passions, sorrow, and self hate. You can fill a pail in it and either come up with inspiration, or the dirty water of depression ans suicide.

Like many others I put on a smile and the aura of happiness and carry on. Whenever I get the chance of being alone in a room I cherish it. It’s very peaceful. The solitude gives life. You would think being with others would, but it’s quite the opposite.

The rest of the month is supposed to be chilly. I hope it stays that way. I love the cold weather. As this finishes I ask of you to not feel pity for me. Pity is something that no one should get. It’s a feeling that provides an excuse for people who do not want to help anyone. Rather those who read what I type matters more. No pity, just a moment in your time to read.

(Source: s-y-n-d-r-o-m-e)

This is everyone now.

This is everyone now.

(Source: fuckyeahsocialjusticesally)

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This is creepy.

(Source: ouch)